Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Monday, November 16, 2009

Cg Vision


The cg gave me a mega card for my birthday.

Perhaps you may be wondering why is it in the shape of a BUS?

Earlier this year, as I was praying for a cg vision... God flashed an image of a yellow & green DOUBLE-DECKER BUS!

In the bus, members were happily chatting among themselves while I'm in front, holding the mic and entertaining them with games and stories. Jesus, in the driver seat turned his head back and gave the group, a suave and charming wink!

Along the journey, the bus stopped. Some alighted while more boarded! It was getting crowded. Those who originally seated below, ascended to the upper deck and played host to the newcomers.

The next scene came when the bus approached the sea.

The windows started to wind up and the entire bus sanked slowly into the water. The wheels flipped horizontally and propelled the vehicle forward. The whole bus transformed itself to a submarine!

Upon reaching the shore, it began to stretch its metal wings and glide gently above the land!

Cool! I get the idea God! You meant VERSATILITY!

Interestingly, I only articulated the vision twice to my cg.

They actually remembered! And translated the THOUGHT into FORM!


In 2008, when I prayed for a cg vision.

God gave me a vision of a WAVE!

The wave is not just a small and relaxing one...


It is a BIG & GIGANTIC wave!
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Standing on the shore, I saw the wave coming!

To my amazement, the wave threw PEOPLE on the shore!

The victims laid flat on the sand wet, tired & hungry!

Seeing this, I shouted for help! Many came out from their attap houses and gave the people dry towel, hot Milo and Oreo biscuits!

After a period of time, the people were well taken care of and began to live a happy life on the land.
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When life resumed back to normal, a SECOND and BIGGER wave came! This time, it threw MORE people to the shore!

More helpers were needed!

Those who had been helped, rolled up their sleeves and in turn, assisted the new people!
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I articulated the vision to the cg. They caught my point and ran the race together with me!

Everyone did what they could do best.
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Selena and Li Jun, for the past ONE & A HALF YEAR, selflessly spent most Saturday afternoons in SMU, coaching the int'l students English. Till date, they produced two batches of 'O' level students so far. The first batch went on to SP and TP. The second batch just finished their 'O' level last Friday.
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Yan Ming, being the buddy kind, taught the group guitar.
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Moses, with his calm & composed nature related to them in his 'S' way.
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Uncle Starrence and Aunt Betty added that fatherly and motherly touch in the cg.
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The rest just loved one another.
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While practical needs were met, spiritual needs were ministered, with Bible Studies to deepen the people's understanding of God.
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To them, the cg is just like a 2nd HOME! A home away from home.


People just kept coming, and COMING!
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One night, I sat on my kitchen floor, askg "God, what can I do for You?"
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He just replied with 6 words... "Take care of the China students"
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Excitedly, I obeyed.
But along the way, the journey has not been smooth.
There were many ups and downs for the past one & a half year.

Many times, the voices of men seem to be louder than God's!

I was left disillusioned and very very confused.
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I kept re-checking with God... "Did I hear wrongly? Is this what You really want me to do?"
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When I am focused, I am VERY focused. There is a group of committed people following me. I cannot play with their time. I need to be careful and lead well.
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God sent me many positive affirmations.
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Edward has been a great encouragement to me. He made it into the Easter production and through the drama, God showed me his life transformation- From a lost "Ah Beng" to a purpose-driven "Bao Ge"!
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The group has been coming faithfully for cg and svc. They give their tithes and offerings, and do what they can do- from particpating in usher and attributes ministry to blood donation etc.
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God asked "Isn't it evident enough Joanne? Do you want to seek men's approval or God's approval?"

I replied, flesh-crucifyingly... "Yours of course!"

At times, I still pop the same question "Is this what You really want me to do?"

God... "Take care of the China students" sounds grammatically incorrect.
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Silence. I guess He just couldn't bother with me.
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The 6 words I held on, together with the HARD WORK from cg, saw about 60 salvation decisions made for Christ. Out of which, 20 regulars had been integrated into cg & svc for the past one year plus.

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My constant prayer...
Let the love of God transcend boundaries, cultures and languages.
Let the love of God glue us together as one!

Kudos to the fellow cg, subzone, zone members and ET leaders for the gracious love!
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"By this the world will know you are my disciples, if you have love for one another"
- John 13:35

My subzone just finished an outing at Sentosa yesterday and some members would be heading back to China to see their family members after one year of toil for 'O' level.
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Before leaving, "take cares" were exchanged... Many came and gave me a big hug saying "我会回来的..."

Sunday, March 16, 2008

He Forgives...

Click to see video >> "He Forgives..."

"...that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be STRENGTHENED with might through His Spirit in the inner man,

that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love,

may be able to COMPREHEND with all the saints what is the WIDTH and LENGTH and DEPTH and HEIGHT to know the LOVE of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the FULLNESS of God."
- Eph 3:16-19
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He Knows...

God knows what you're going through...
Dun give up on Him cos He never gives up on you.
Come back to His hug...

Click to see video>> "He Knows..."


"And not only that, but we also Glory in Tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces PERSEVERANCE; and perseverance, CHARACTER; and character, HOPE. Now Hope Does Not Disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us. "
- Rom 5:3-5


"For if our heart condemns us, God is GREATER than our heart, and KNOWS all things. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence toward God"
- 1 John 3: 20-21
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Thank You!


2007 has been an eventful yr for me!

This is the year where I was promoted to cgl, enrolled in SOT, and stepped out to do many NEW THINGS!

Thank God for the privilege to SHEPHERD different ones placed in my care, and what a JOY to see them GROW and havg their lives TRANSFORMED! It was also exciting to in action to organize events like Leader's Outg at Hong Lim Park, "Purple Chase", and the recent "Breakaway Camp"! In the midst of all, there were many
UPs & DOWNs but by the grace of God, I made it through!

Wanna take this chance to THANK you guys for being part of my life!

CG- N351 ... All of you hv been a JOY to me!
Aaron- the "Obed-Edom"... owaz ready to serve!

Anna- beauty queen... cha cha cha...continue to love God more!
Amelia- thoughtful & sensitive to ppl's needs
Bianca- quest for reasong & understandg
Chin Ming- "xiao quan quan"... yr excitement for games
Johnson- the "rocker"... u've been a joy
Lusi- my cheerleader... appreciate yr efforts to make thgs happen!
Preedee- the "Po"... Eh-oh! random words of inspiration
Steffy- my sunshine! Tks for preparg refreshment too!
Stella- sweet & forever inquisitive girl... love yr smile!
Tommy- quiet & gentle nature

Van- full of love... U design beautiful song sheets & cards!
William- U never fail to amuse me w yr random sense of humour!
Xiao Lii- artistic

Yi Chao- helpful... love yr smile too!
Yongwei- consistent & punctual


LEADERS & HELPERS ... Owaz INSPIRG & CHEERG one another to love God & dream BIG 4 Him!
Bro Ed- yr solid!!! leadership... I learnt a lot from you!
Sis Jiahui- yr words of wisdom
Amber- lovg & humorous
Bernice- steady...
Del- sweet & gentle
Charles- therapeutic
EdTan- humorous... Tks 4 co-ordinatg the manpower arrangement!
Garv- for being a good sport of my constant teasing

Jared- wise planner! U make thgs happen!
Jerb- woman of strength & substance
Jinlian- gentle & lovg
Joe- enthusiastic & on fire for the Lord
Joseph- humorous & entertaing!
Juner- sincere & humorous (faster than DHL? Hee...)
Kailin- owaz tryg yr best!
Keith- generous & kind-natured
Lucas- ever so bright & cheery!

Michele- gentle & sophisticated
Minghui- chirpy
Shing- young & promising
Steph- owaz so cool & steady
Suting- sunshine! Gettg brighter... I must use shades now... Hee
Zhifu- humorous (still rem yr funny wish list)

Em- for bringg me to church
Meiling- for helpg me to know God more
Esther- for layg a STRONG foundation of my Christian faith
Jen- for your LOVE

FAMILY ... creatg such a LOVG & COZY home
1st bro "Ah Qiang"- Yr life is an inspiration to me!
2nd bro Ryan - "Macho bro"...Tks for e lift to AMK durg Hari Raya... Know u r tired...

Aunt- for blessg me w this Fujitsu lap top... makes thgs so much easier...
Pa & Ma - for being so patient, supportive & sacrificing! Bearg with my occasional "idiosyncrasy" Hee...
U have SHOWN me what LOVE is.
I LOVE U!

and most importantly, GOD for your STRENGTH & GRACE to sustain me through 2007!

After doing an evaluation... I realised I have achieved near 70% of my goals in 2007! Yipee!

A brief look back...
2003- A year of ACHIEVEMENTS!
Made business trips to 7 cities in China within 2 months...
Out of the ppl I brought to church, 2 PRC students stayed... went SOT w me this yr and currently doing a great work, impactg the Chinese-speakg community!

2004-2005- A HUMBLING yr...
Excelled in Usher ministry. Managed a team of 15 ushers.
Learnt > abt leadership...

2006- A shift of FOCUS
Came out from Usher ministry (in which I have been in for 5+ yrs) to serve more in CG.
Have a lot of my character flaws corrected...

2007- A WORKG HARD & STEPPG OUT yr...
"His grace & strength is indeed made sufficient in my weaknesses"

Just finished settg NEW GOALS in 2008 and am UPBEAT abt the new yr!

2008... Here I COME!