Monday, November 16, 2009

Cg Vision


The cg gave me a mega card for my birthday.

Perhaps you may be wondering why is it in the shape of a BUS?

Earlier this year, as I was praying for a cg vision... God flashed an image of a yellow & green DOUBLE-DECKER BUS!

In the bus, members were happily chatting among themselves while I'm in front, holding the mic and entertaining them with games and stories. Jesus, in the driver seat turned his head back and gave the group, a suave and charming wink!

Along the journey, the bus stopped. Some alighted while more boarded! It was getting crowded. Those who originally seated below, ascended to the upper deck and played host to the newcomers.

The next scene came when the bus approached the sea.

The windows started to wind up and the entire bus sanked slowly into the water. The wheels flipped horizontally and propelled the vehicle forward. The whole bus transformed itself to a submarine!

Upon reaching the shore, it began to stretch its metal wings and glide gently above the land!

Cool! I get the idea God! You meant VERSATILITY!

Interestingly, I only articulated the vision twice to my cg.

They actually remembered! And translated the THOUGHT into FORM!


In 2008, when I prayed for a cg vision.

God gave me a vision of a WAVE!

The wave is not just a small and relaxing one...


It is a BIG & GIGANTIC wave!
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Standing on the shore, I saw the wave coming!

To my amazement, the wave threw PEOPLE on the shore!

The victims laid flat on the sand wet, tired & hungry!

Seeing this, I shouted for help! Many came out from their attap houses and gave the people dry towel, hot Milo and Oreo biscuits!

After a period of time, the people were well taken care of and began to live a happy life on the land.
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When life resumed back to normal, a SECOND and BIGGER wave came! This time, it threw MORE people to the shore!

More helpers were needed!

Those who had been helped, rolled up their sleeves and in turn, assisted the new people!
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I articulated the vision to the cg. They caught my point and ran the race together with me!

Everyone did what they could do best.
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Selena and Li Jun, for the past ONE & A HALF YEAR, selflessly spent most Saturday afternoons in SMU, coaching the int'l students English. Till date, they produced two batches of 'O' level students so far. The first batch went on to SP and TP. The second batch just finished their 'O' level last Friday.
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Yan Ming, being the buddy kind, taught the group guitar.
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Moses, with his calm & composed nature related to them in his 'S' way.
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Uncle Starrence and Aunt Betty added that fatherly and motherly touch in the cg.
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The rest just loved one another.
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While practical needs were met, spiritual needs were ministered, with Bible Studies to deepen the people's understanding of God.
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To them, the cg is just like a 2nd HOME! A home away from home.


People just kept coming, and COMING!
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One night, I sat on my kitchen floor, askg "God, what can I do for You?"
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He just replied with 6 words... "Take care of the China students"
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Excitedly, I obeyed.
But along the way, the journey has not been smooth.
There were many ups and downs for the past one & a half year.

Many times, the voices of men seem to be louder than God's!

I was left disillusioned and very very confused.
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I kept re-checking with God... "Did I hear wrongly? Is this what You really want me to do?"
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When I am focused, I am VERY focused. There is a group of committed people following me. I cannot play with their time. I need to be careful and lead well.
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God sent me many positive affirmations.
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Edward has been a great encouragement to me. He made it into the Easter production and through the drama, God showed me his life transformation- From a lost "Ah Beng" to a purpose-driven "Bao Ge"!
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The group has been coming faithfully for cg and svc. They give their tithes and offerings, and do what they can do- from particpating in usher and attributes ministry to blood donation etc.
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God asked "Isn't it evident enough Joanne? Do you want to seek men's approval or God's approval?"

I replied, flesh-crucifyingly... "Yours of course!"

At times, I still pop the same question "Is this what You really want me to do?"

God... "Take care of the China students" sounds grammatically incorrect.
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Silence. I guess He just couldn't bother with me.
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The 6 words I held on, together with the HARD WORK from cg, saw about 60 salvation decisions made for Christ. Out of which, 20 regulars had been integrated into cg & svc for the past one year plus.

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My constant prayer...
Let the love of God transcend boundaries, cultures and languages.
Let the love of God glue us together as one!

Kudos to the fellow cg, subzone, zone members and ET leaders for the gracious love!
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"By this the world will know you are my disciples, if you have love for one another"
- John 13:35

My subzone just finished an outing at Sentosa yesterday and some members would be heading back to China to see their family members after one year of toil for 'O' level.
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Before leaving, "take cares" were exchanged... Many came and gave me a big hug saying "我会回来的..."

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Bdae with Cg & Subzone!


The cg celebrated my birthday last Fri.

Everyone was on their best behavior.
Praise & Worship was louder than usual. All shared testimony and even echoed "Yes & Amen" during the Word. Wow! So responsive! :)

Anyway, they surprised me with birthday speeches using the acronym "JOANNE".
Never will I expect my own cg to use this trick on me!


Sunday celebration with subzone...








(Pretty & modern Mamas!)


(Asher & Moses: "What is a similarity found in both of us?")

(Still guessing?)


(We have DEEP dimples!)


(Simply love the subzone fellowship!)


Thanks for all the gifts... Nike+ sportsband, bling top and dress, "Love Leadership" book by John Hope Bryant, stylish bookmark, Campo Marzio designer pen, Capitaland Vouchers, cakes, dinners, encouragement, love & fellowship!!!
I feel so BLESSED!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

家有喜事!

(Me, elder bro Ryan and eldest bro Raymond)
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(My lovely Dad & Mum)


("Qing Jia" meeting for the 1st time! Haha...)


(My sis-in-law Angela and my bro)


We had food tasting at Conrad Hotel last Sun!
Can't wait for his BIG DAY in Dec! :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Esther's Wedding

This is one of the weddings I look forward to!
Some of you may not know... Esther is my 1st cgl!
She is someone I respect and ADORE!
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Let me share with you some shots of the holy matrimony!

A grand sword bearer march in!
Her husband Adrian is a Singapore Navy Major! That explains why!

(Lighting the Unity Candle)

(Giving Thank-You speech!)

The wedding montage is very sweet and sincere!
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The couple confessed their 1st impression of each other.
Their unexpected, out-front honesty left the crowd bursting with laughter! The love story slowly progressed to touching appreciation for each other.
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Tag line of the day- "If he is not ugly or destestable... Why not?"

Well... Adrian is far from that!
This man is high in wit and can speak really well!
While Esther is a strong woman, I believe Adrian is a STRONGER man to be able to win her heart! :)

(A clever idea- Wedding Wish Tree!)


(That's my note hanging on the tree!)


(A close-up of Em & my well-wishes)

To be frank, I am scared of Esther in the past.
I think she is VERY fierce!
Growing up in the Lord, I remember telling her cg helper Meiling a lot of things instead of confiding to her. But yet, I love her!
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I look forward to cell group meeting each week!
Worship is AWEsome and her preaching is POWERFUL!
She made the bible come ALIVE and those WORDS IN SEASON never failed to hit the nail on the head and bring abt change in my heart!
What can I say? ANOINTED!
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Other than preaching, discipleship is one of her many fortes!
When I was on my way home from school one day, she called.
Because it was so noisy on the bus, I had to alight at the next bus stop just to listen to her.
At the end of the call, she left me dumbfounded at the bus stop.
That day, I had my 1st painful lesson on FAITHFULNESS.
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Welcome to Esther's school of ONION-PEELING! 领教吧!
She will tackle all points, get to the root cause, present the problem straight to your face, leave you nothing to say but admit "defeat" and accept responsibilities to change!
More often than not, one will tear after the onion is peeled...
There are some who cannot handle her discipleship, but those who can, eventually emerged stronger out of it!
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Call me masochistic! I love discipleship!
The more she "sorts things out" with me, the more I love her!
To be honest, chastenings r NOT EASY TO BEAR and believe me, "wrongful suffering" can be the unwanted twin at times.
And when that happens... I will turn to God for "sayang"...
Proverbs & 1 Peter 2:18-21 especially brought me through my growing up years!
Gradually, I hv learnt to treasure words of wisdom spoken over my life!
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I told myself if I want to learn, I better learn fast!
Life is worth more than to make the same mistakes again and again...
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During one the meetings before cg multiplication, Esther went about laying hands on different ones and when she reached me, she knelt down and leaned her head upon mine.
This was the 1st time I felt so close to her...
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I felt God's love and HER LOVE. That day, I cried heavily in God's presence!
I could not bear to "part" with this mentor- someone who set a strong Christian foundation in my life! But, I had to move on!

Things I keep in mind...
- Put your hands to the plow and not look back
- Swear to your own hurt and does not change
- Be faithful and do things with a spirit of excellence

Everyone has "SUPERHEROES" in their life and I boldly said...
"She is ONE of mine!"
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Saturday, October 10, 2009

八月十五


The cg celebrated Mid-Autumn Festival last Friday!
We bought mooncakes for refreshment and went for lantern walk.
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-(What are the people up to?)

(Here's Edward in action- trying to direct a "HEART" formation!)

N351- cg of LOVE!
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I must say Edward is really an artistic person. He has a knack for drama, arts & design! :)
Kudos to Jing Ying too who co-ordinated the mid-autumn celeb! Good job in seeing things through! A lovely night!
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After the event, I went home to catch a few hours of sleep before heading to Keith & Shermin's wedding at Hort Park! :)

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So happy for this couple! They are one of the most GENEROUS & KINDEST people I ever met! :)

Here are some pics taken during the holy matrimony on Sat and the wedding dinner on Mon!



(I love this pic- So glam!)


(We enjoyed ourselves!)